Dead Flowers On The Windowsill

from Find The Light (The 3 Year Demos) by I, Your Canvas

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My subconscious is trying to fill a hole inside me in which you used to live, but in reality filling it with anything but the sky has been tearing it open wider. Why do I constantly beat down my true ambition when I call myself a lover and not a fighter?

In all honesty I'm scared of being alone, but lust alone is nothing that can fill a throne and nothing is a replacement really. No matter how weary my eyes are feeling.

You probably think that I'm dealing with this a lot easier than you, but honestly I feel queasy at the thought of the goodbyes I said to you. I feel terrified near enough every time I fall asleep alone and every time you cross my mind my chest will ache and moan.

I'd break my word and come back but I know that this is right. I pray to God you feel the same, I hope you see the light of this situation, this waterfall thats crushing you and me. I know that this is painful, but that doesn't mean that its not meant to be.

I still miss you.

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from Find The Light (The 3 Year Demos), released July 2, 2016

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